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Sunday, May 22, 2011

*sigh*

i was thinking today and i just realized that it's been 9 years since my car accident and i'm still sitting in this fucking electric wheelchair while the driver of the car accident wouldn't even give me the time of day to chat with me on facebook on friday. it's like he's trying to forget this whole thing and put it behind him, yeah.. great.. i wish i could do that too but at least give me the respect to talk to the person whose life you practically ruined. i know that i didn't have to get into that car or even go to new york, that was my choice and i fully regret every part of it. it kinda makes me sick to see the driver getting married and not even thinking about how he ruined 2 people's lives (i'm sure he ruined the family of the guy who died in the accident as well). i try to be the bigger person and forgive and forget. it takes a much bigger person to forgive.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

my phone makes it so i'm always on facebook. i don't know how to make it not say that, once i go on it it ends up saying i'm on all day. i never saw you send me anything or i would've wrote back...

Anonymous said...

if you see me on don't hesitate to talk to me. but if i don't reply its not intentional. the phones supposed to tell me when i have a msg, i dunno why i never got it on friday.

Anonymous said...

I am sorry you are feeling shuned but remember everyone has there life to lead and I believe everyone has daily battles to overcome whether it be in a wheelchair or not. Life is tough for everyone who has been involved in a tragedy, but we all have it in us to go on. There is hope for a brighter future for everyone but you need to have faith, hope and love within you. Surround yourself with daily reminders, and yes talk to god. He knows what is best for us. Let him be your inspirations let him take care of your worries. And he can help you through the day and into the next. Remember the footprints in the sand. When you see only one set it then when he is carrying you.

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